Relapse

Well it didn't take long to fall into my old ways again, although I didn't waist the whole night away watching TV. I am writing this post while the TV runs beckoning me to watch on my right. Why can't I resist. I think it is just too easy....... not to.

Although some saving grace for my commitment, is that the most intense semester of university begins tomorrow and I am confident that it will offer me the distraction that I require to assist me to get over my addiction, or to at least forget what is on and where the story-line is so I am not tempted to turn it on.

I have just glanced across to sneak a peak at what was on, a movie "Sideways" most definitely not my type of viewing so I have willingly hit command Q and turned it off, yah! Although tonight has been a complete disaster on the productivity front, I was hoping to get some pre reading done for tomorrows classes and complete a pro bono job I am working on, but as I type away at five to midnight I am yawning in anticipation of my bed that is being kept warm by my lovely wife and unborn child. Another reason for my motivation to become less potato like and more Banana... if you catch my drift.

When my beautiful little daughter was born a couple of years ago that was motivation enough for me to quit smoking, and I am glad to say that I am still a non smoker. So I hope in the anticipation of my next child being born I can change for the better once again if not for myself but as to set a positive example for my kids.

Committed as I am .......